May 2012
116 posts
“i think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you...”
– Taylor Swift (via thislovelylifeee)
bon voyage
leaving town in 5 7 hours. leaving behind obligations, and work undone. gah. that’s probably the worst way to start a vacation, especially when i have finally put myself in the right frame of mind after several episodes of nervous breakdown. it’s not even like i need a vacation to heal myself (so to say), like what i did back in november, where i just impulsively (kinda) bought an air...
somebody that i used to know
“I want to write ‘I miss you’ on a rock and throw it at your face so you will know how much it hurts to miss you.”
On the other hand, I have made up my mind that you just have to fade from my memory day by day.
6 years ago I think about h every day for like, two years? Now he barely makes a dent in my consciousness.
It will happen. Time will do the magic, as always.
this world is very fair - you love someone, someone loves you. you hurt someone, someone hurts you. the events may not be symmetrical/mutual; this is where all the problems happen, i guess. perhaps it is time to ditch the notion that one always have to win. perhaps by the laws of universe/god/karma/whatever, it simply is not possible. now what do i do with this new realization?
sometimes i wonder
if i indeed had that one thing/person/job i desired
would i live happily ever after?
{edit on may 21}
but won’t all the wanting and waiting
plus anger frustration whatever
made it stale
and even when you got it eventually
“Seduce my mind and you can have my body. Find my soul and I’m yours forever.”
– Anonymous (via whatevermovesme)
